My best
Erasmus!
During the
last weeks lots of us were forced to leave Erasmus. It was the end of a very
special period and the end of our common time (or at least for a short time).
At the last
week I was reading the final letters and sentences of those who left Poland and
wanted to share their feelings with you/us. During these days I was thinking a
lot. What can I say for my best friends? How can I leave back everybody who is
really important for me? How can I be not sad? How should I go back to my previous
life? What am I supposed to do next?
My
conclusion after one week:
Now I am
able to write down some things without getting depressed or sad or something
like that. It was really difficult to move back to hungary. I needed to leave
back my life there which I loved. I also had to leave back my best friends and
my loveL. I am not able to buy stupid ticket
for polish trains (or listen my fucking flatmates music) anymore.
BUT (and
there is always a stupid but) I need to be thankful because this time was a
kind of present for me. I never expected that I would meet with so many good
people, getting so many new experience, doing so many shits, and having love.
So I finally I got more than I ever wanted and I wrote down everything. All the
small things, stories and feelings are in my diary. So if somebody forget
something which we did together, do not be shy to ask me about informationJ. The
last week at Krakow was the most difficult, because I knew that I love all of
you and I need to say good bye soon and even I was full with tears in my eyes or
crying sometimes it was just because I was happy that I know all of you, not
because I was sad. So thank you for
being a part of my life or I was able to be the part of your life. I won’t
forget anything. I hope we will keep in touch in the future and we will meet on
a ski trip or a travelling or during the summer:).
For those
lucky who are still Erasmus students I wish a very good life for the next month
and never say no for anything. For those who moved home I wish to get back to
your life really fast and find new goals and do not forget that Erasmus forever! It changed my life and I am almost sure that that also yours. So it was a great
period, thank you for sharing the experience and do not forget your Hungarian
friend.
Kisses,
besos, bisous, csókok, baci: Bence
